25. June 1997. O1 00
Ritual action: None - I was trying to read Joshua Norton's Book of Seniors when I noticed that a force was building up from below, I didn't care about that but continued reading and so when I finally fetched the diary the current nearly exploded in my face and I am surprised that the beginning of the text became readable at all, since there in those moments didn't seem to be any real words that could express such a power; such outburst.
The numbers of the verses follow the order they were dictated in. That I have added some of the later verses is due to that the text was short and he left after point 16. But I kept pondering on some of the things he said and he showed up again - in a milder mood and more "compatible". He thereby also showed me the link we had by during that night by making a glissando or bridge from being an universal law or mechanism to become almost human (me) and thereby gave me an perfect example of how can an universal law or mechanism actually fit ( and unfortunately not fit) into a human. Those verses that are out of sequence are added as they should be of interest too - for the study of this ancient God's re-presentation of himself into the neo-egyptian current. Those that are still omitted are verses that answers questions I have about processes and other works of mine that still aint found on the net and therefore would be hard to understand without extensive commentaries.
1. I am War - I am Antares - I am the Heart of
scorpio - I am the extremes - I am colder than ice, hotter than Fire - I am more
than this - far beyond control.
2. My content is in the span of the Universe - my
plan is my will - the birth of the essence of my content- myself and the death
thereof. I hate - I love, I am far beyond All - All-power is my weapon. To me is
no way - I heed all and dont care at all - The ecstasy of the same is enough for
me- something more will be out of sight- And that is worth living for.
3. My hate is fiercer than the burdens and
punishments of karma, for the Lord of Karma is a part of me.
4. To me you do no wrong !
5. All is Perfect ! - Wrong.
(16 I am death - hot death - I kill you- I kill
myself- Apparently and not so apparently- for there is more than pebbles and
petty joys here and there, and doubt it not, so that you preserve the channel
within you, for the energy to flow, more than looking in admiration to the
greatness of the Universe.
(17 Youre a Tau too! And I love you truly - I harm
thee not, but - O Stars that shineth not, dust covered beauty; art thou really
6 Careless - Ruthless- Bloodgeysirs- the
outpouring of laments together with the release of Power - Freed Power.
7 I am AMSU, I am old. - My Love is
unconditionally and wild. I am the father of Warriors. I am Just.
8. The free flow- the beat of the Universes Heart
with the free light cascading over and over and within and below- exhausting
ever the limits of Restriction.
9 AMSU I am and my name is not for the few -
fourfold it is; the 3 and manifestation. Worship this and know its the fork of
Shin. It goes.
10 Blame me not, for I am the Blamer. I accuse
you.- and thy excuse is thy refusal to fight. Nevertheless when I am accusing, I
want blood- So when I am with thee, thy work is upright.
(18 I compromise not. Havent we got the Law?
Havent we got Universal will? There is then never any need for compromises.
Mutual disagreement is implicit this new covenant and therefore there is no
option to compromise. You only fall from universal Will when compromising and
get weak and overrun.
11. I dally not with the weak, but partakes in
(19 I am the brother of Ra Hoor khuit - where he
takes you off to some holier and silent place,I take you off to the pinnacles of
pure power and the height of Noise and Confusion to meet the great and grand
Initiator of all ages : Completion.
(23 All power is just power. It is though
indifferent, without trace -for its the power which goes through all. It is one
power though it is counted in seven and labelled by colour. It is by no mean
superior - therefore I am - This is the glory of my name - I Initiate in the
supreme and superior power that gave birth to the One.
(24 The coincidence of the seven rays: I will be
there - I will be there - You will meet and see me - into my prohibited eyes -
that are - One.
12 My colours are three - Black, Red and green. By
these thou can know my favourite sides. Khem is my left side and Min my right.
13 Kadosh my men in their unitarian style that
goeth for a span - and THEN demands reunion - In revived formula, of what there
is not said anything of before.
14 The new formula is my name.
15 Single coldness will never help anyone, not
even afterwards shall thy say so. If so: Liars, Ill be upon them.
16 To attain to my sanctituarium in this Universe
- Worship me with fervour - when I say Time is aright for you.You shall attain
the centre of the Universe, thou shall perceive not the glow but the stronglight
that goes through - the extacy - the wildness - the Chaos - the joy - the
perfectness - the Order;
A few comments.
1. Antares is a remote and huge
cluster of stars posited in the constellation of Scorpio. Antares is also
frequently called the heart of Scorpio and has previously been called a malefic
by the Pink Sisters of astrology. And I guess they are somehow right - Amsu and
Antares is not for newcomers, virgins and teens.
The old home in Egypt belonging to
Amsu became titled PanoPolis by the greeks, and we see his connection to the All
(Pan) very clearly in this text
2. The content in the universe can
be defined as the content of the sephira Chokhmah - as it is the sphere of the
zodiack and the fixed stars. The Universe is of course the Empire. Amsu is
therefore a close companion of Maat which has given the Keys to the Kingdoms
Essence In Liber Pennae Praenumbra. It should be noted that this process
transcends the Fortress of the Law. The Law is for all and also then for those
in creation. When surpassing these spheres the Law doesnt work any more as there
is no action or will going. To keep these things in mind is important to be able
to see that particular point of view of which this God is speaking from.
4. Perfect double talk - watch out
so that you dont get just one of its meanings.
11. He also later said (as a
reference also to a ritual not published)
"HA! Domestic comfort and sweetness ? NEVER!
Sublime peace, the extracts of human friendlyness and sensuality in a perplexing
mundanelooking beauty. Thats of me, Ha and Aton Ra."
9 & 13-14. That he says that
this formula is not spoken of before, is important- it makes it impossible to
confuse with the word of the Law and the word of the Aeon. And it is quite
possible to confuse it with the latter as "it goes for a span". This
word as a formula became explained to me by Arinnap; enochian Senior in a
" AMSU thy friend, ghost and
self, do behold in his name this very practise.
A for the ghost in the middle, M for the self and mirror image.
S for being and being the I.
and U for the sum of it all, the precence - your precence and
The practice spoken of here is the
formula as a meditation, and the clues I received to create a meditationpractice
out of this was:
"Howl with thy mirror image,
nothing between thee will ever say naught, and in this you should search. Ha!
Triplicate thine elegance - thy mirror images emptyness is felt when thou seest
the one - and in the union thou have the chance to be begone. Here is a door - a
passage that may give way to any place."
And I think this sounded like the
intention was to project all ones content into a mirror image; creating a twin
and establishing a balance where the inbetween could awaken.
I am far from finished with this
word as its implication is many. The practice of meditation appeared as
something to be used in galactic astral travel.
The fork of Shin symbolises the
main movements in the religion, towards the height of spirituality and the
downward into matter movement also called falling. The Third is the the
harmonisation of the two and is the one free of any karmic implications. These
are coincident with the AUM triad of Brahma,Vishnu and Shiva. But mostly to the
ATU XX - The Aeon or Judgement.
15. I am sorry that the formula of
enthropy is not known yet, and cant really comment, but I can say that this
refers to the ways of ill-will.
16. He also commented this later
that night when I looked at the text and said:
"worship me in thy astral
temple in my trinitarian form Khem- Amsu - Min. This shall do - repetition - and
adherence to my advices."
Conscerning astral temple: I
personally have never been fond of spending time visualizing the temple astrally
- since - when I outgrew my first temple I then built my new one complete with
names all over. This means that all parts of my temple have names in concordance
with their functions as described by AC in book 4. And if I then want to do
astral works I simply starts with vibrating the names of the Circle and the
altar and appropriate weapons; this awakes my astral Temple in a fast and
17. I still havent figured out
what he means with this Tau-symbolism - I guess it will turn up some day as some
particular interpretation of the Tau and the ATU of the Universe.
As a little conclusion: Theres a
lot which should have been said about this text and I probably will do so - some
time. But the work implied by this work is great and I feel I have just started.
Usr Ra n-ka-teph